My mid-test was so decayed. Failure everywhere. Honestly, I have study last night but I do not know suddenly my estimate of the lesson was dissapeared. Especially when I have the test. Maybe there are so many ghost that want to try to kill me soft of voive. Or maybe there is so much a worst whisper from the ghost especially. All of that seems like a bullet which has plugged in my deepest heart after I had a shotgun. Still bleeding then die. After that my soul would be levitated above the blue sky. Entering the heaven. Is that I have a hypnotize by other person when I have the test? Actually all of that was happened subconciously.
Talking about my mid-test, as a normal human we often do something wrong. Such as get the lowest score and mock other person. So, bad score is not too worse. Failure is the begining of the successful. In the final test I have to get the biggest score. Actually it is okay eventhough not too big but i will. I mean it. I will fight with that sophisticated test. And I have to win. Even less I am a human and that test is only a dirty paper. I am lose with only a piece of paper? What ashamed!
I am sure that I can do the best even gradually. There are so many ways to solve this problem. Such as serious and focus. Both will lead you to the brightly way. Keep pray to the Almighty then you will across this road which is lots of dust to find guidance. Even it is only a path. Just facing up.
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